Life is too short. (my life)

         My baby sister Lou was in a head on car accident Thursday the 18th on her way to school & she didn't make it. It was a terrible tragedy. It has broken my heart into a million pieces & changed my life forever. You never imagine you will have to live without you siblings. Chelsie, Lou & I were a trio. We listened to all the same music. Loved the same things, & had a blast together every time. If you didn't get a chance to know Lou I'm sorry you missed out. If you did know her you know you were blessed. She had the ability to light up any room. She was always happy, she was an amazing girl who accepted anyone. I loved her sooo much & strive to be more like her, living life to the fullest, loving everyone & every second of it. 

        To anyone who has lost someone important to them you know how heart wrenching it is, how it has the ability to change your life, to open your eyes, to change your personality, to make you realize how some of the smallest things are so important, & how some things that you thought were important are so so stupid & insignificant. FAMILY is the most important thing in the whole entire world. I will miss Lou more than anything. I am so sad I will never get to experience so so so many things with her. Her marriage, her babies, her mistakes, going to concerts with her, just to name a few. 

       I don't know how I would get through this without my amazing husband Mike. He knew her for 10 years. He loved her almost as much as I do. He has been so supportive. I just want to say thanks to my family & friends too. I'm ok when I am surrounded by all of them, it's the late nights that are the hardest. I know this is just the beginning of the struggle, but I will get through it with my family & lots & lots of prayer. I can't wait to see you again someday Lou. I miss you so bad. I love you whole world. xoxoxoxo- Channy