Some good times with Lou & Garrett (my life)

We went on a four wheeling ride, up by my Dad & Lisas house.(Birdseye)

We went kite flying down by Utah Lake. Lou & Garrett decided to have a dance in the middle of the road.

Some days are way harder than others. The smallest thing can make me cry. One minute I'm fine the next I'm not. I'm not a big fan of crying at Walmart. I swear strangers thought Mike beats me or something. Ha Ha he doesn't. (This is referring to the Walmart experience.) I have been trying to distract myself, taking up hobbies, crafts & such. It doesn't always work, but it helps. I know that some of you will have to experience this kind of pain & heartache (or may have all ready) but I hope you never have to. I have changed my view on many many things. Some things are a lot more important now, some not so important. I'm hoping to move forward in my life. Live it to the fullest, & be truly happy. I have made the first step by resigning as General Manager at Wingers( I work too much. Around 50 hours a week, why work that much when you don't need to?) & I think I will just be a part time Manager now. I love all the people that work there so so much. They are all my best friends. I don't know what I would do without them in my life. They all have been so amazing through this. They all knew her too, she worked there about a year ago. (Actually less than that) They still would have known her even if she hadn't, she was constantly visiting Chels, Ty,  me & eating pasta. Jeez I miss that. Anyways... I love Wingers, & I'm sure I wouldn't have worked there as long if it weren't for my friends. I am going part time so it won't be my first priority, it shouldn't be. I want to be able to have a life, be with friends,  family & Mike more. I want to be able to work on my photography. I enjoy it a lot. Focus on me, do things that make me happy. I think it will be a good step. One day at a time... right?